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Abandon

by Stephen Bautista

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words & music by Stephen Bautista silently i sit and stare at a loss for words i ponder that you're here in this old tattered heart when you could be most anywhere the wondrous places you could go the destinations way out beyond the great unknown but here you are in this tired worn out soul in every way i am humbled by your company but may i say that i'm struck by this great irony chorus you've dwelled upon the mountains you've hoovered o'er the seas you've sailed beyond the distant stars that no one's ever seen with a million different places that you could always be I'm so amazed that you came to live in me there was nothing left inside just an empty space with echos of my pride but you filled me up when you moved into my life but the question still remains why the Lord of all would come to this dark place when you could bask in the light of the heavens that you made and i've been blessed by the presence of your company but nonetheless i'm still struck by this great irony chorus bridge when i consider all those places you could be i can't get past the question of why you are mindful of me chorus
2.
Abandon 04:33
words and music by Stephen Bautista i've followed you but mostly when convenient for me rarely stepping out of my day to day routine and living a life that's safe and ordinary i've done my best to straddle every line that you have drawn with each foot in the best of both worlds for way too long and losing track of which side i should be on chorus i must abandon what i'm accustomed to i must abandon a worldly point of view and then step out on that small narrow limb and follow you with abandon afraid to leave this familiar place that i have come to know and push out through the boundaries of my comfort zone and venture down a road i've never traveled chorus bridge you know my fears and every limitation that i have but weakness has no power when i'm completely surrendered into your hands chorus
3.
words & music by Stephen Bautista The warm subtle hues of a delicate bloom And a song bird that greets the new morning A cascading stream flowing through fields of green And the mountains that rise up before them In oh so many ways The beauty of life has shined on my face And yet I know of one thing That surpasses by far the beauty I've seen Chorus The most beautiful thing I know Is the cross with a Savior who died for us all And the blood that flowed From His hands and feet And the wounds He bore So that we'd be redeemed This is the most beautiful thing I've stood on the edge of a grand precipice Overwhelmed by the span of creation Then sat teary eyed while the sun paints the sky As it settles beyond the horizon And I'm still so amazed At the beauty that life has shined on my face But one thing stands alone Unrivaled and incomparable Chorus And I'm still so amazed At the beauty that life has shined on my face But one thing stands alone Unrivaled and incomparable Chorus
4.
words & music by Stephen Bautista the trials of life ignite and fan the flames that purify and purge my selfish ways melted down like broken shards of steel i'm molded back into the father's will chorus forged in the fire refined for the father's desire then by grace cooled by the waters of his love forged in the fire by troubles that help to shape me into the one i know that He wants me to become the fire burns with fierce intensity to soften any hardness left in me then the hammer bends and reshapes every line 'till I'm closer to the original design chorus bridge: consumed completely by the flames he surrounds me with his soothing grace and teaches me to trust his higher ways chorus
5.
words & music by Stephen Bautista i've been redeemed completely clean of every sin from first to last but i still struggle with the temporal consequence of my transgressions from the past sometimes it's more than i can take when i suffer the thorn of all my mistakes but when i pray this thorn be removed he answers "my grace is sufficient for you" 
chorus he's the source of my hope and rest the fount of all my relief and though i live with this thorn in my flesh he has given grace beyond my need sometimes i seek my own remedy in hopes to cure what ails this fool but the end result is just like pouring salt on all my self-inflicted wounds then i fall down on my knees and turn to my lord and cry for relief that's when i know that this thorn remains to remind me to trust and lean on his grace chorus i know that this thorn remains to teach me to trust and lean on his grace chorus
6.
words & music by Stephen Bautista if I were there standing by jesus' side would I be bold enough to go against the bitter tide would I speak out willingly plead his case defend him to the end from the angry crowds he faced chorus I would I run to his rescue would I come to save the day would I run out in his defense and stand in the crowds way would I hold to my convictions even if I was assailed or am I really that much different at all than the man who drove the nail so here I am standing by jesus' side will I be bold enough to go against the bitter tide will I speak out willingly plead his case defend him to the end from the angry crowds I'll face chorus II will I run to his rescue will I come to save the day will I run out in his defense and stand in the crowds way will I hold to my convictions even if I am assailed or am I really that much different at all than the man who drove the nail bridge everytime I stand in silence and fail to come to his defense it's as if mine were the very hands that drove the nails through him chorus III that's why he ran to my rescue and came to save the day
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Suddenly 03:29
words & music by Stephen Bautista I recall from the lessons of the past the story of the prodigal and the plight he had and here i am with a life that's much the same I’ve wandered off and squandered all my father gave alone, i cry to him for mercy expecting just some meager crumbs chorus suddenly he wraps his arms around me joyously proclaiming that his son is home suddenly his forgiving love surrounds me and now i'm not alone you'd think i'd learn from the message of this song that being by my father is where i belong but once again I wandered far away thinking that i'm better off when i'm living my own way alone i cry to him for mercy expecting just some meager crumbs Chorus Bridge lured by the quest to chase the world's desires I strike out on my own but by his grace he leads me back to home Chorus
8.
words & music by Stephen Bautista I used to think that you were nothing more than a mythical deity or a distant god that lived so far away wanting nothing to do with me caught up in the world's point of view perpetually blind and confused and constantly questioning just who you are then I saw the light and there you were standing right here in front of me revealing all the wonders that you are that i once could never see you gave me a whole new insight that opened my mind so that i am no longer questioning just who you are chorus you are the creator who's big enough to hold every star you are the savior who's small enough to live in my heart the friend of a sinner who hung upon a cross and healed the deepest of scars now I have no doubt I finally know who you are you gave me a whole new insight that opened my mind so that I am no longer questioning just who you are chorus
9.
words & music by Stephen Bautista my thoughts race on through a never ending maze trying to get mind around all your wondrous ways but struggling to figure out the mysteries of your plans and finding that i can't grasp what's firmly in your hands chorus i'm out of my element i'm way out of my league when i try in vain to comprehend the things i can't conceive it's too much to fit in this little mind i wouldn't know where to begin trying to understand your wondrous ways is like trying to catch the wind my mind takes off on an intellectual whim intent on reasoning through how i was saved from sin the cross the blood the death and how it makes me new but lost in my feeble thoughts i'm left to trust in you
10.
words & music by Stephen Bautista it's 6 AM I stumble out of bed a cup of joe to help me clear my head then I'm off and soon I'll be back to the daily grind but I won't fret no I won't complain despite this rat race I run everyday cause Jesus lives God's in control and it's good to be alive chorus rejoice the sun is a shinin' rejoice my spirit is flyin' rejoice cause I have been given a brand new day
 the kids are sick the house is a mess the yard has weeds clear up to my chest the list goes on and sometimes I get a little overwhelmed but I won't fret no I won't be annoyed I'll live my life reflecting the joy that comes from sailing through everyday with my savior at the helm chorus bridge the light of dawn brings with it a fresh new ray of hope and twenty four new opportunities that I can serve my Lord chorus x2

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released July 1, 2007

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Stephen Bautista Sturgeon Bay, Wisconsin

Stephen is a full-time Christian Music Missionary who lives on the road and seeks to “enlighten the lost and encourage the found” with his original, Christ-centered music. Listeners enthusiastically describe Bautista as having a similar musical and vocal style to that of James Taylor, but with lyrics that convey a solid Gospel message. ... more

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